There is too much noise and it is making me nervous and not the nervous where I am worried, the nervous where a scream is perpetually building in my throat and my skin is crawling and bile crawls up through my body and my eyes won’t settle and my hands don’t stop shaking and everywhere there is noise at school people shout and scream and books drop and teachers yell and on the road people honk or semis roar and scream in my ear and my heart is beating so fast at all times and I really just want to slip off the edge and be in peace. It’s too noisy outside and it’s too noisy in my mind. 

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