These past two weeks have been one emotional breakdown after another after another and mental breakdowns one after another after another and it sucks but I have cleaned so much and made so many things. I cleaned out my library, dusted the shelves, organized the books by author, series, size, and color. Then I cleaned out my drawers and reorganized them and color coded my closet and refolded my socks. Then I went through all of my school stuff and recycled papers from last year and organized my papers for this year.

Then I painted some owls that I found while cleaning, finished embroidering my backpack, fixed the zipper on my backpack from last year, finished knitting a scarf, and bought a book on needlework and learned a new stitch. 

Also I learned a few more chords on the ukulele and practiced strumming.

But even though I got all that stuff done, my schoolwork has been less than mediocre, and I’ve pretty much felt like shit.

So I hope this ends soon. I don’t know how much more of this I can take.

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  1. n4rr4g4nsett said: this sounds like me in high school oh dear. and then again senior year. and then again freshman year of college. and now. <3
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