When I was little I always imagine how awesome my life would be and I would think about how I would tell me grandkids stories from high school and how happy I could be by telling these stories but so far I have two years of heartbreak, one year of anxiety attacks and the week before I find out if I got into my top choice school being completely miserable because I don’t have friends, I don’t have anyone to talk to, I’ve invested myself into someone who keeps hurting me and my mom’s depression has manifested to the point of psychosis. I could literally give less of a shit if a semi was to plow right through my bedroom wall right now. There is nothing that could make me care. I’m stuck in this bullshit life that has absolutely no purpose or point and I would feel no remorse if I drove the fucking truck off of a bridge. There is nothing for me here.
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vernate said:
When you want to give up just remember why you have stuck around for so long. I know it’s really hard sometimes - I know. But you can do it. And college is only a few months away and it is a fresh start with so many opportunities. Love you gf.
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jkellemn0p said:
:c i love you bbygirl. things may seem dark now, but keep your chin up. things will turn around soon and i’m here if you ever need anyone.
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