Probably the most important thing that I have learned is that true friends are few and far between. There are a couple of people who will actually care about you and listen to you and invite you places and come over when you need them. If they hurt you, it’s not intentionally, and they always redeem themselves. Lately, I’ve been feeling like the people who aren’t my true friends are just acquaintances. They talk to you when you are around and make plans but don’t follow through. Sometimes they only are around when it is convenient for them. I’ve also learned that there is nothing wrong with having a few friends and many acquaintances. 

I’ve been thinking about this a lot, lately, because it is easy to isolate myself from people, and extremely difficult to integrate back into the social scene. I did notice, though, that if drugs are involved then I have plenty of “friends” which can be fun because if I ever feel like doing any of that, plenty of people would spend time with me, but I think right now I want people who want to spend time with me regardless.

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7. creatureofgrief said: This is so true. I really only have like two or three people that I trust to always be there for me, to not be hurtful or ditch me.
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